Friday, October 13, 2006

are you a vampyre?

Lately, i realized that i am not really having fun playing music. It contradicts to my belief that making music is supposed to be fun.

I know where i will have much more fun playing in. I personally would love to play in my desired band. Although, they are not very strong technically but hey there's more to music apart from technicality.

I believe having fun is important and having fun will eventually leads to success. Which is true. I really want to enjoy music all over again. I don't want to get lost in my unhappiness and feed my anger. i'd rather cure it. Furthermore, it is my desired band that made me mentally stronger than before. I find myself weakening in my current place.

Sometimes, we get lost in what we are trying to do. Sometimes its good to take a break and really view things from different angles.

i believe in that. I want to have fun again. i want to love making music again. I am going to Enjoy making music again.

Posted by Kenneth at Friday, October 13, 2006

Sunday, October 08, 2006

AWOL

i'm finding it very difficult to stay. i want to leave dearly.

why am i holding on?

i don't know.

i once said that i wanted to make things better.
but now i know its not possible at this point of time.
i must wait.

i can make a difference.

among all the darkness, there is light.

i love doing what i do, i'm addicted to it.
thats the light.


but

i shall keep it in view

Posted by Kenneth at Sunday, October 08, 2006

Monday, October 02, 2006

A Part or Apart

I've got this feeling lately. A Part or Apart. I don't wanna name where i got this feeling. There are people in this place makes me feel A Part of them, this inspires me to go on fighting. However, there are people who makes me feel Apart, demoralizing.

Sometimes, i wonder how big their egos are, i really wonder.

I am really unhappy about stuff there. Unless people actually reflect on it and act to improve the situation; it is a vicious cycle.

Anyways,

NPCB completed DANZA SINFONICA by James Barnes.
Good job guys =D

Posted by Kenneth at Monday, October 02, 2006